“Sometime you just need to disconnect and enjoy your own company.”
Mentari di antara awan di New York saat itu berangsur digantikan oleh posisi rembulan. Langit keemasan terlihat muncul dibatas cakrawala dan sayup terdengar suara angin diantara kisikan dedaunan sedang menjemput mesra heningnya senja yang syahdu.
The city that never sleeps dengan hiruk pikuk roda waktu yang tak berhenti bergulir dengan high speed, namun terlihat slow motion dari tempat saya duduk menikmati senja kala itu. Telephone tak henti memberikan notifikasi pesan namun terhiraukan karena saat itu ingin memberikan ruang bagi diri saya untuk having conversation with myself. It’s just me, myself and I.
Terbiasa hidup sendiri sejak zaman kuliah di Inggris , membuat saya mengambil kesimpulan bahwa inner needs itu ada dan sangatlah important. Meeting my inner needs is as important as fulfilling my role in the world around me.
I shouldn’t ignore that feeling otherwise I will be unsatisfied in life. Obviously there is a time when I question the worth of my existence. I should give time for myself and make deep conversation with my own heart while enjoying my own company.
Jika saya tetap mengacuhkan apa yang saya rasakan deep down inside dalam jangka waktu yang lama, for sure saya akan merasa unaccomplished even after achieving all my target. Guess what, those unmet needs will turn into emptiness inside.
To fill the emptiness, I need to give time to myself to understand my needs and grow from within. When I can finally experience personal growth is when I feel complete.
“Sometimes you just need to be alone, that’s okay. It doesn’t mean anything’s wrong with you or anything’s wrong in your life. Sometimes you need to create the spac to soul search, think and rest. You don’t need to apologize for taking this space, it’s part of what makes you happy healthy person.”
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